well for your information i make that clr dat i chose dis life for me no1 did dat for me so cant blame ne1 much... i was the one who decided to part ways at first place..... for the feelings i had i wanted her to live a life.... the thng btw us wasnt there... i mean was jst in the hurt but cld nvr cum at front.... she missed her frnds her life before that... n hw cld i see her lyk dat i cldnt i once loved her frm da bottom of ma heart i cant see her suffer ..... n then i had to decide ... n i did dat...
well now she has a lyk, she got her frnds back she got mst of thngs she wanted... she hates me for wat i have done doesnt undrstnd y i did so(xpected her to undrstnd.but cant blame her much...)....n all these things she does nw i nvr liked about her so u c doesnt had much options eidr her life or me... wid me it was pain sufferin mst of tym n happiness for lil bit of tym...
i on other hand as the title says m devastated.... for all rsn mentioned above n biggest of them all..... it hurts she couldnt respect the feeling v had once.....i cld have nvr done all dis she's doin have i been her.... i dnt tell ne1 bout us to ne1 ... she told ..ok dats still fyn... but then i dnt give updates to people dat m single..... she nt tellin ne1 bout us (acc to her) but tellin shes single wat the fuck is dat then..... i wld have still lived wid dat had i not heard ppl havin a laugh about us.... this is no way u respect a relationship... u say u loved me truly is dat the true love...
but ya it b ok.. i will learn i always do...
seems lyk its goin to b another gleamy year i had once.....i have no frnds,dnt lyk to hang out wid them...dnt attend parties,messed up wid my xams..... so great a lyf i have!!!!!!!!!!
WELL you cldnt respect but i will always...... for i did ryt the right thng by calling quits as u didn deserve the feelings i had for u else u cld have nvr done....
go on njoy...i will make sure nt even my shadow falls on you.... i will do that for da love.
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